Unchangeable Record On My Soul
I try to remember the last time I saw you. It was along this street.
I spent so long looking for the answers to the pain. The pain that never would cease. The tears that would never dry. That fell from my cheek. Day and night. In sorrow and shame.
In a flickr of a moment you and I faded away, washed off into the ocean. There are days that I miss you. Like a soul caught between two universes. Yet when I awoke. I was the only one left behind.
I realize part of you is still here. Like a ghost in my soul that I no longer battle. An unchangeable record.
I still feel the pain in the scars. The forgotten memories of yesterday. Wishing somehow I could fix you. Realizing that somehow you are gone. And not because of anything I have done.
Like an angel vanquished you that cold dark night at sea. It was where you led me to find healing. That somehow in nearly dying. In crossing over you were erased. And all you left behind was the unchangeable record on my soul.
